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A Top Secret Love Note To Myself, The Whore (The Very Best of Peter Rinaldi)

by Peter Rinaldi

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1.
The Waves 03:19
She was playing my guitar with her engagement ring Slipped it off, held it up, asked "Is this Happening" We were in the sand, right up to our knees She turned to me, I turned to her She said "Pete, say something." I said "Stacie girl, that right says he's not playing I am so stoked, I love you both But this is what I felt like sayin' Let the waves Let the waves crash over me Let the tide come in, wash me, then go back again We were walking back on the sandy beach She let her hand hang out her back right there for me to reach As I grabbed it I almost said the words That I have tried so many times just to say to her Pushed her hair right from her ear Squeezed her hand Kicked the sand and said it loud and clear Let the waves Let the waves crash over me Let the tide come in, wash me, then go back again
2.
Fine 02:38
Gonna take that girl tonight Gonna turn her into me Gonna take that girl tonight Gonna turn her into me Gonna take everything she likes Gonna throw it in the street And everything will be And everything will be And everything will be Gonna take that girl tonight Gonna turn her into me Gonna take everything she likes And everything will be And everything will be And everything will be Fine
3.
Liquid 02:56
Behold her climbing up the stairs I swear I'm shitting in my pants The lights flip on her guns are drawn and there I'm holding up my hands And when she's crawling out of bed my head is pounding on my brain 'cause I can hear her at the mirror yeah, she's carving out my name And then she's screaming in my face in case I think of pulling tricks She picks a number 25 and under and the number's always 6. You see what's twisting Twisting through her hair Well that's a pretty red bow The more it's twisted the more I'm going to miss it when the red blood flows (Here is goes) I feel her slippin' Slippin' through my hands ya know, she's slippin' real fast 'Cause she used to be a solid Now she's a liquid and she's soon to be a gas And now she's charging like a bull until she's at my china store and like a dummy I heard her coming and I open up the door And now she's rippin' through my heart in part, I don't want it to stop And yet I'm needing her to stop bleeding just to savor every drop I feel her slippin' Slippin' through my hands ya know, she's slippin' real fast 'Cause she used to be a solid Now she's a liquid and she's soon to be a gas (All things must pass)
4.
He leaves the porch light on when you're not there He likes to play with the bows in your hair And when he touches your back you get the chills yeah And even in the sack he's got the skills, yeah. When you're far from feeling alright and you're doing your best to not start cryin' Now now, there there. He says "Now now there there." When you're sunk and you're bummed and you can't get up and all of your tears come out in a flood Now now there there He says "Now now, there there, baby" He takes the time to say "You look beautiful." and "How was your day?" and "That's wonderful." and if you stub your toe he rubs it, yeah and if you overflow he plungers it. When you're far from feeling alright and you're doing your best to not start cryin' Now now, there there. He says "Now now there there." When you're sunk and you're bummed and you can't get up and all of your tears come out in a flood Now now there there He says "Now now, there there, baby" Now Now There There He's got it all Let the tears come down
5.
Now you got your arms around her Ah fucking shit I’m seeing stars The cars are zooming past me And I feel like I been hit You ain’t nothing but a cockring Looking for a cock Yeah, you drugged her drink And made her think that you’re cool with your small talk You heard what I said. Oh, you didn’t hear me? You wanna know what I said? I said She’s a little cutie pie and you’re a dickhead Now I’m in the fucking bathroom Got my fingers in my throat You’ll be in her pants soon This gotta be a fucking joke You’re a Goddamn goofy jester She’s a royal queen I can’t believe you impressed her With the bleeding eye routine Now mine are turning red ‘cause She’s a little cutie pie and you’re a dickhead
6.
Stacie gonna hit the floor get her groove on till her feet get sore I just might have to tap that ho If this skirt I see through sees me home All night long until the break of dawn with that tan bandana and a lacy thong movin' groovin' to that crazy song a million unborn children can't be wrong Turn around (now turn around again) Face down on the kitchen floor same clothes as the day before I just might have to yell for help 'cause I'm never gonna reach that fucking door All night long until the break of dawn with that tan bandana and a lacy thong movin' groovin' to that crazy song where the fuck did everything go wrong? Turn around (now turn around again)
7.
It's So Fun 04:15
It'll take a lot of ink and paper in the reams to write down all I think about the girl of my dreams. Has to go the bathroom all the time but miraculously I don't mind She never touches her cell phone when I'm there and I love it when she puts a clip in her hair What is it like with her? It's so fun We don't have any money But we don't see the need 'Cause it don't cost any money to be where we want to be Got me a bone close to my chest It's name is "Melissa" cause it's where she rests Don't need no clock no watch or alarm 'cause the time just melts when she's in my arms What is it like with her? It's so fun
8.
You hear your tune and you make your way Aiming to get near it But the drummer that you’re marching to is so far away You’re straining just to hear it And here you are in the middle of Sheepshead Bay In a little red raft You’re trying to get around the world in a single day Hoping it isn’t flat When you do your duty to your mirrored face Will you see your beauty or a girl in a display case? When the demons tug and they won’t let go Will you need a hug or a dance floor and a disco When you’re breathing out and he’s breathing in Will it be about you or will it be about him? You keep saying everything’s cool inside And I believe you But sometimes something comes up that you just can’t hide And then it tries to leave you So there you are holding and here I am pulling You’re kidding yourself if you think it’s be you’re foolin Click your heels three times and it’s all alright But only on Saturday night When you hear the word and you feel the glow Will it have occurred or will it just be something you know? When the moon goes down And the sun comes up Will your soul be found In the water of a wax cup? When you’re reaching out and he’s reaching in Will it be about you are will it be about him? When they taught ya about love they didn’t tell you where it came from Now ya ain’t got enough and you wanna know where to get some Well you’re all love just not the kind you can recognize You’re all love but, it doesn’t show You’re all love just not the kind buried in your eyes You’re all love but ya gotta hold ya to know Yeah you’re all love but ya gotta hold ya to know. Yeah you’re all love but ya gotta hold ya to know.
9.
God Help Me 02:52
Why you makin' that face you heard this before and I ain't got no patience ya hear that? no more and you're lucky I found God otherwise you would be on the floor Baby please You gotta understand That i'm coming to you Bible in hand and I am sayin' Girl you gotta get out that door Otherwise I might do something crazy like take this knife one of these days and God help me God help me I don't know "You think I came to bring peace no, but the sword" Why'd ya have to go and say that lord? I got pages ripping, tables flippin' fire rippin' in my mind whenever I'm bored. "And how I wish it were kindling." oh "And how I wish it were kindling."
10.
The Son 05:23
somewhere a boat is changing it’s course a force on the rise is now sinking and those who have failed are taking it over those sober have takin’ to drinking now ma in her kerchief and i in my flask we’ve asked god to give us an answer and sure as I stand he’s written it clear on the heel of a flamenco dancer the audience cheered as the ink smeared but we handled it fine for the wine made the scene disappear somewhere a girl stands in a mirror it appears her whole face has been painted and a hairbrush holds a magazine open and she’s hoping she’ll soon seem untainted there is her daddy outside the door she ignores all his yelling and knocking with every stroke that slides across her lips she slips from his arms into nothing now he’s given up and she’s growing up daddy ya can’t hold close what’s supposed to open up one day the son is going to rise with eyes the color of his father’s his chin to the skies his feet on the ground his arms ‘round our sons and our daughters leaning in close all ears erect we’ll detect through his words that we’re cowards and soon we will have to surrender this land and hand back these faces we’ve borrowed now these words that he’ll say might make sense one day but now they’re unclear and with fear we will all turn away somewhere a girl is writing a letter ‘cause it’s better than bashing her head in darkness slides on the paper and grows and she knows it will win if she lets it just as a boy is reading her words it occurs to him love is a fire and though it is bright and warm it has burned and turned this young girl to a liar well we are that boy and we are liars love is the sun and the sun is on fire and it’s sparks are what heal but here we are standing all in the shade curtains are drawn plans have been made in the dark and it feels like nothing will change and nothing will grow and we’re standing together feeling alone and it won’t mean a damn if one day I cried and you grabbed my hand and whispered “ I know I understand” cause you don’t understand no one understands

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This is a compilation of my best songs spanning 10 years. Some were recorded with Garageband loops and instruments, some were recorded through Garageband with live instruments, some were recorded poorly on a cassette recorder with an out-of-tune guitar. The lyrics are mine. All songs (including the angry and dirty ones) are for the glory of God.

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released July 8, 2012

All songs by Peter Rinaldi

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Peter Rinaldi New York, New York

I am a filmmaker who sometimes makes records. Garageband, an out -of-tune guitar and bad singing sums it up. But I try to make up for it in other ways, like with anger and reverb.

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